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Poem: Sisterhood
Jakarta, 01 May 2009
SISTERHOOD
When I’ve to let you go at the airport four years ago,
We couldn’t help our tears falling down..
But we were trying to be strong,
As we know that it is not for forever..
Day by day, year by year
We undergo this tough lifes in our way..
In different way but we never forget
the place where we belong to be..
E-mail and phone calls are the only things we have
to kill the time and distance among us..
Though sometimes it’s too busy for us to write something,
but we never forget to reply to a friend who needs our supports or just a simple funny story..
We share
Laughter and tears,
Love and hatred,
We are always there for each other..
Though sometimes we can’t help being selfish
But we’re always able to deal with that
We always know where to go
when we have nowhere to shelter..
* For those who call each other ‘sisters’ instead of ‘buddy’ or ‘best friends’ *
With Kisses & Hugs,
Lili
I Hate.. (LDR!)
I Hate..
I hate when I can’t come straight to hug you,
when I’m excited and wanna let you know how happy I am..
I hate when I can’t find your shoulder to cry on,
when I’ve lost my energy to stand up on my own feet..
I hate when you can’t be by my side to walk with me,
and let other guys think twice before asking me to go out..
I hate when you tell me about a mysterious call coming to you,
and I even can’t see what number it is..
I hate it when I have to sleep or watch movies to wash away my bad mood,
instead of calling you at noon to tell you about everything..
I hate at that time I have to wait so long till you coming back from the office at night,
just to hear you say through phone: “everything will just be all right..”
I hate to wait so long before I can hold your hand when you drive,
and tell you a funny story of mine..,
In that way, I can hear your guffaw of Ha-Ha! and see how you can’t stand it,
even you’ve to hold your stomach and hardly keep the wheel in the right direction..
I saw the shooting stars,
and made a wish to bring you here..
I hate when I found out that nothing happened,
and finally start to think that the legend is a lie..
I hate when I know you’re having stomach ache or just a simple dizzy,
and I can’t even help to ‘puk3′ your head to make you comfort and feel fine..
I hate that even the first-aid-kit box I gave you can be there,
and not meeeeeee…
Hate this! Hate this! Hate this!
I hate being in a long distance relationship!!
Don’t tell me that I am so selfish,
as I know I am..
Don’t tell me that it is not love,
as I hate these because I love you so much..
…
Knowing that I can do nothing about it,
I will just sit and wait here,
until your next coming home..
But please.., hurry-up..!
Long distance relationship
“The Day never Comes”
We’d loved each other so much
Till we had to say ‘Goodbye’
I always think that
What seems to be the end for us,
Someday can be a real beginning..
But that day never comes
I keep walking and moving on
Till I can’t count how far it’s been
But I always come back
Never realize that day never comes
I am sorry just to find out
It’s always me make you in pain
If I knew it from the start,
I prefer not to know you at all..
If you can’t let go,
Then I will let all go…
Never, never..
Never gonna hurt you again
From now on, no matter what
I will never come back
To the place we belong
As the day never comes..
Though it’s too late to apologize
Let me say for the last that I’m sorry
Now please smile and keep smiling
Though the day never comes..
Bandung, May 16, 2008
